remembering…and imagining

This gratitude journey is growing, and showing up in places all around me.  It is contagious and I see it passing from one person to the next within the walls of my home, and at the dojo and across the miles.  It makes me more thankful, feeling that though I am small and frail and stumbling along, I can be a part of this magnificent happening.

Recently as we were winding down for the night I read this post by Katie Davis of Amazima. and my family gathers around, wanting to know what it is that has caught my breath. 

“Remember,” she mumbles sleepily, “I just want to remember. Some people don’t have a bed, mom. I didn’t have a bed, mom. God gave me a bed. And I wanted to remember what it was like to not have one.”

My heart wept, remembering, that I have always had a bed.  And I have complained about my bed. Have I ever even said thanks for a bed?  But I have offered up complaints that it is too soft, or too big.  And I only have slept on the floor or cold earth in fun.  Honestly I can’t even imagine not having a bed.

We had the sweetest of prayer times that night, as each one of us could only think of the things for which we are thankful, around and around the prayer circle.

May we continue have our eyes opened, our senses awakened to the bountiful graces that surround us on every side, in every place.

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   A warm cozy bed
   perfect pillows
   his warm feet snuggling my cold feet
   blankets
     Pink mountain in the morning
     Antibiotics
    Sweet words of affection in the morning



{this moment}

A sampling of our evening activities as we wind down from the busy fullness of the day and enjoy simple, finer things, gathered together, with a little independent creating and delighting in a little music and an excellent story.

{this moment} – A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember.  Visit SouleMama if you’d like to join us or see more moments.

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Purex UltraPacks Laundry Detergent, Product Review

This month we have recieved another new product from Purex, the Purex UltraPacks Laundry Detergent to try out.

You can view the UltraPacks Fact Sheet here.

The Purex UltraPacks bricks are very easy to use, simply take one from the pouch, and toss into the washing machine.  Then load the clothes, and press the button.

  While I didn’t find any noticable difference in the cleansing power of this products, I did enjoy the ease of tossing in an UltraPack brick and not having the mess of liquid laundry detergent. 
I can definitely see this product being a helpful tool when teaching children to do their own laundry.  The laundry detergent being contained in the brick bubble makes it easy to get just the right amount, and no sloshing or dripping.
We were sent the Mountain Breeze scented variety.  While I always prefer the Free and Clear products, our family has enjoyed the light and pleasing Mountain Breeze scent.
One of the sweet perks of blogging is the opportunity to sample new products in exchange for an honest review. 

Counting Again…

This act of sacrificing thank offerings to God –    – this prepares the way for God to show us His fullest salvation from bitter, angry, resentful lives and from all sin that estranges us from Him.  At the Eucharist, Christ breaks His heart to heal ours – Christ, the complete accomplishment of our salvation.  And the miracle of eucharisteo never ends:  thanksgiving is what precedes the miracle of that salvation being fully worked out in our lives.  Thankgiving – giving thanks in everything – is what prepares the way for salvation’s whole restoration.
~ Ann Voskamp, one thousand gifts, a word to live…and die by

I started this book a year ago, and put it aside.  Other thoughts pressed in, life changes happened.  But  the book made it’s way into my hands again, and the oxygen of gratitude that the LORD breathes into my soul lungs continues on.  As I desire to leave a heritage of bitterness in the past, and to pursue my FATHER with a wholehearted love, the counting begins again, on the computer, in words, in photographs, on an electronic device, on a white board in the dining room, on a family calendar.  We will offer the sacrifice of thanks throughout our days, whether in or out and wait expectantly for the whole restoration.

  • gifts as we start a new year #660-672
  • Creative nieces, reflecting their creative Maker
  •  A pile of sisters, cousins asleep in the back bedroom
  • My husband and my dad, dreaming of spring time adventures
  • Long hair flying
  • Late night forgiveness, grace, unconditional love between a grandfather and a struggling boy
  • Candy affirmations, hunt for the beautiful, cheery, uniquely presented kind for the precious rhombus peg among all these round pegs
  • Grief washed by understanding.  The cycle of dementia is being repeated, but this time it is different.  This time it is washed and carried by grace.
  • Girls with New Year sparklers
  • Girls and Boys and Men with New Year firecrackers, loud and bright
  • Puzzles at both houses to slow us down as we connect pieces and people
  •  Filling a pew, worshiping together
  • Pink mountain in the morning

2012 Goals ~ Reading List

This year it is one of my goals to work hard at reading more, on my own and with my family.  To keep me inspired I am joining Book Chick City in her 100 books in a year challenge.  It is a big BIG challenge in this season of life, but it will be fun to see how far I can get.

With Builder’s encouragement I have put together a basic reading list for 2012. We’ve worked on several goal catagories and I am excited.  Here’s what I plan to read or listen to this year:

Books to Read
7 Habits of Highly Effective People Stephen Covey
One Bit at a Time Tsh Oxenreider 
Age of Opportunity Paul David Tripp
Eternity in their Hearts Don Richardson
Men of Valor!  Women of Virtue Bishop Richard G. Fenner
The Screwtape Letters CS Lewis
Abigail Adams Phyllis Lee Levin
The Last of the Mohicans Cooper
Civil Disobedience and Other Essays Henry David Thoreau
Sense & Sensibility Jane Austin
Changed into His Likeness Watchman Nee
Cast of Characters Max Lucado
Rare Jewel of Christian Contentment Jeremiah Burroughs
The Red Badge of Courage Stephen Crane
The Student Whisperer Oliver DeMille
A Life that Says Welcome Karen Ehman
Facing the Facts Stan & Brenna Jones
Visual Spatial Learners Alexandra Shires Golon
A Landscape with Dragons Michael O’Brien
The Cambridge Seven John Pollock
Raising Kids for True Greatness Dr Tim Kimmel
Seasons of a Mother’s Heart Sally Clarkson
Sacred Marriage Gary Thomas
Dancing with my Father Sally Clarkson
The Hidden Value of a Man Smalley & Trent
The God of All Comfort Dee Brestin
Sailing Alone Around the World Captain Joshua Slocum
One Thousand Gifts Ann Voskamp
Money Saving Mom’s Budget Crystal Paine
Choosing to See Mary Beth Chapman
Audio Books
Treasure Island Robert Lewis Stevenson
The Lion, the Witch, The Wardrobe C.S. Lewis
Martin Luther “In His Own Words”
Forgotten God by Chan Francis Chan
The Horse and His Boy C.S. Lewis
Jesus, the Only Way to God  John Piper
The Pursuit of God  A.W. Tozer
Made to Crave
A Place of Healing  Joni Erickson Tada
Prince Caspian C.S. Lewis
The Voyage of the Dawn Treader C.S. Lewis
The Silver Chair C.S. Lewis
The Last Battle C.S. Lewis

Ringing in the New Year with Family

Builder blessed us with a trip to my hometown after Christmas.  We were able to stay at my dad’s new house, which is only a few blocks or around the lake, from my sister’s home.
My wonderful brother in law and my sweet little sister
My mom, my sister and me with some of our daughters

Totally fun girls day out courtesy of our dad/grandpa
My Granny Grace

Celebrating my dad’s 65th birthday

The fun was non stop.  The visits with grandparents, cousins and aunts/uncles was refreshing and encouraging.  This was a really great way to ring in the new year.  So many things to be thankful for as we start 2012.

Something to ponder

“If you in the morning
Throw minutes away,
You can’t pick them up
In the course of the day.
You may hurry and scurry,
And flurry and worry,
You’ve lost them forever,
Forever and aye.”

A song from Jerry Barker, Black Beauty, chapter 35

quietly counting

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Opportunity to bless the children
And they are BLESSED by the opportunity
Spaces of time alone with the youngest
Swallows in & out of the cavity nests at God’s Garden
A robin on her nest
Chick a dee in the bird bath
Smoke has cleared from the mountain
On the day the children start their volunteer work so close to the mountain
And I feel like I can see the breath God blew to send the smoke away
Awe in the van as we all SEE the gift
Blue blue sky

This Could Be Our Day ~ Ephesians 3

What we do here is just the beginning
New life is starting at every ending
We are a part of the story unfolding
This is the weight of the world we are holding

this could be our day…

Ephesians 3:14-21

14 For this reason I kneel before the Father, 15 from whom every family in heaven and on earth derives its name. 16 I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18 may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, 19 and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, 21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.

This is my prayer for you, dear reader.