whenever man is made the centre of things, he becomes the storm-centre of trouble.  The moment you think of serving people, you begin to have a notion that other people owe you something for your pains…You will begin to bargain for reward, to angle for applause.

I read these words and hear a hearty agreement rise up in me.  A recognition of the doing for appreciation as the Author of joy has shed more light on this dark heart of mine.

The words of Isaiah are printed on the page in front of me and I hear Him

And if you give yourself to the hungry And satisfy the desire of the afflicted, Then your light will rise in darkness And your gloom will become like midday.  And the LORD will continually guide you, And satisfy your desire in scorched places, And give strength to your bones; And you will be like a watered garden, And like a spring of water whose waters do not fail.  Isaiah 58:10, 11

do it for Him, through Him.  He guides, satisfies, gives the strength and will make me a spring of living water that does not fail to pour out LIFE.

Each day is filled with the many graces, gifts of a loving FATHER.  And each day is full of the grace to offer all gifts back to Him through through the pen and voice and through the serving of others.

These past few weeks I have been sharing some of that which I have read in Ann’s book,  One Thousand Gifts by Ann Voskamp.  I encourage you to check it out, see if the words touch your heart as they have mine.
    
still counting #700-715
pink sky through the tree branches
spelling board is hung
doves nest making
reorganized book shelves
the Father does not leave us in our sin
and He reminds me, I am one of His favorites
cold air on my face

Learning to open my hand to the gift, even in the hard moments.

Sweet talking, even for the no no nonsense among us.

What I am learning to do when anxiety tightens its grip on my throat.

Coupon for Bath & Body Works new Pink Chiffon (free bottle)

A sampling of our evening activities as we wind down from the busy fullness of the day and enjoy simple, finer things, gathered together, with a little independent creating and delighting in a little music and an excellent story.

{this moment} – A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember.  Visit SouleMama if you’d like to join us or see more moments.

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This month we have recieved another new product from Purex, the Purex UltraPacks Laundry Detergent to try out.

This act of sacrificing thank offerings to God –    – this prepares the way for God to show us His fullest salvation from bitter, angry, resentful lives and from all sin that estranges us from Him.  At the Eucharist, Christ breaks His heart to heal ours – Christ, the complete accomplishment of our salvation.  And the miracle of eucharisteo never ends:  thanksgiving is what precedes the miracle of that salvation being fully worked out in our lives.  Thankgiving – giving thanks in everything – is what prepares the way for salvation’s whole restoration.
~ Ann Voskamp, one thousand gifts, a word to live…and die by

I started this book a year ago, and put it aside.  Other thoughts pressed in, life changes happened.  But  the book made it’s way into my hands again, and the oxygen of gratitude that the LORD breathes into my soul lungs continues on.  As I desire to leave a heritage of bitterness in the past, and to pursue my FATHER with a wholehearted love, the counting begins again, on the computer, in words, in photographs, on an electronic device, on a white board in the dining room, on a family calendar.  We will offer the sacrifice of thanks throughout our days, whether in or out and wait expectantly for the whole restoration.

• gifts as we start a new year #660-672
• Creative nieces, reflecting their creative Maker
•  A pile of sisters, cousins asleep in the back bedroom
• My husband and my dad, dreaming of spring time adventures
• Long hair flying
• Late night forgiveness, grace, unconditional love between a grandfather and a struggling boy
• Candy affirmations, hunt for the beautiful, cheery, uniquely presented kind for the precious rhombus peg among all these round pegs
• Grief washed by understanding.  The cycle of dementia is being repeated, but this time it is different.  This time it is washed and carried by grace.
• Girls with New Year sparklers
• Girls and Boys and Men with New Year firecrackers, loud and bright
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• Puzzles at both houses to slow us down as we connect pieces and people
•  Filling a pew, worshiping together
• Pink mountain in the morning

This year it is one of my goals to work hard at reading more, on my own and with my family.  To keep me inspired I am joining Book Chick City in her 100 books in a year challenge.  It is a big BIG challenge in this season of life, but it will be fun to see how far I can get.

With Builder’s encouragement I have put together a basic reading list for 2012. We’ve worked on several goal catagories and I am excited.  Here’s what I plan to read or listen to this year:

Books to Read
7 Habits of Highly Effective People	Stephen Covey
One Bit at a Time	Tsh Oxenreider
Age of Opportunity	Paul David Tripp
Eternity in their Hearts	Don Richardson
Men of Valor!  Women of Virtue	Bishop Richard G. Fenner
The Screwtape Letters	CS Lewis
Abigail Adams	Phyllis Lee Levin
The Last of the Mohicans	Cooper
Civil Disobedience and Other Essays	Henry David Thoreau
Sense & Sensibility	Jane Austin
Changed into His Likeness	Watchman Nee
Cast of Characters	Max Lucado
Rare Jewel of Christian Contentment	Jeremiah Burroughs
The Red Badge of Courage	Stephen Crane
The Student Whisperer	Oliver DeMille
A Life that Says Welcome	Karen Ehman
Facing the Facts	Stan & Brenna Jones
Visual Spatial Learners	Alexandra Shires Golon
A Landscape with Dragons	Michael O’Brien
The Cambridge Seven	John Pollock
Raising Kids for True Greatness	Dr Tim Kimmel
Seasons of a Mother’s Heart	Sally Clarkson
Sacred Marriage	Gary Thomas
Dancing with my Father	Sally Clarkson
The Hidden Value of a Man	Smalley & Trent
The God of All Comfort	Dee Brestin
Sailing Alone Around the World	Captain Joshua Slocum
One Thousand Gifts	Ann Voskamp
Money Saving Mom’s Budget	Crystal Paine
Choosing to See	Mary Beth Chapman
Audio Books
Treasure Island	Robert Lewis Stevenson
The Lion, the Witch, The Wardrobe	C.S. Lewis
Martin Luther “In His Own Words”
Forgotten God by Chan	Francis Chan
The Horse and His Boy	C.S. Lewis
Jesus, the Only Way to God	John Piper
The Pursuit of God	A.W. Tozer
Made to Crave
A Place of Healing	Joni Erickson Tada
Prince Caspian	C.S. Lewis
The Voyage of the Dawn Treader	C.S. Lewis
The Silver Chair	C.S. Lewis
The Last Battle	C.S. Lewis

My wonderful brother in law and my sweet little sister

My mom, my sister and me with some of our daughters

Totally fun girls day out courtesy of our dad/grandpa

My Granny Grace

Celebrating my dad’s 65th birthday

The fun was non stop.  The visits with grandparents, cousins and aunts/uncles was refreshing and encouraging.  This was a really great way to ring in the new year.  So many things to be thankful for as we start 2012.

“If you in the morning
Throw minutes away,
You can’t pick them up
In the course of the day.
You may hurry and scurry,
And flurry and worry,
You’ve lost them forever,
Forever and aye.”

A song from Jerry Barker, Black Beauty, chapter 35